Date: 1 August 2012
I’ve noticed that so many people on tumblr, and other things like youtube, internet blogs, etc. are so pro about being anorexic. This is not okay, are you flipping kidding me? Anorexia, Bulimia, whatever eating disorder you so desire to have is not something to play around with, and it’s not something you can just get. It is not a gift, and honestly I don’t understand what goes through your mind that makes you want this. But, since you insist on it being an okay thing I would like to tell you some of the “awesome” things that anorexia comes with! So, you say you’re going to starve yourself? Well, you’re going to have something happen to you. You won’t know whats going on at first because you won’t be able to see anything and your heads going to get a really weird feeling. But then, you’ll realize you just blacked out. Then, you’re bones are going to start aching, you’ll feel so tired that you won’t want to do anything, after awhile you’ll get sick. But don’t worry! You’ll get used to being sick, because you’ll feel sick every single day. I bet you’re one of those people that loves to hangout with your friends and family, well not anymore! Sorry, but you don’t have any time for that any more. You’ll be spending all of your time working out, going behind peoples backs, lying, you’ll get so annoyed at people telling you to eat that you just won’t want to be around them anymore, but who needs people right? Next, your hair will start falling out and I’m not talking a few hairs a day. No, chunks of your hair is going to fall out of your head. So you’re a girl? Well, who ever liked periods right. You don’t have to worry about that anymore, because you don’t get yours anymore. You still want to keep going? Well okay, here comes the big “gift” from anorexia! Your organs are going to start shutting down, one by one. Still not enough? Soon you’ll get so tired of not eating that you’ll break down and eat, but then you’ll feel guilty and force yourself to throw up, soon this is going to become a daily thing. Eat, throw up. But say goodbye to those purly whites because you don’t have any teeth left. Now this has been going on for years, but it was just supposed to be a one time thing right? Funny how time goes by, but by now you’ve gone by. Your body shut down because you didn’t give it nutrients, your stomach couldn’t handle the acid from your purging, your heart shut down, your gone, because you wanted to be thin, just like all the “happy” anorexic girls.